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Sabtu, 26 Januari 2019

My Birthday without You or Your Messages

Dear Juan,

It is my 31st birthday. You were supposed to send me messages and make videos for my birthday like what you always did since the first time we met in 2011.

You were supposed to throw me a birthday party like what you did when I turned 26, 5 years ago.

But you . . .  you left me . . .You left me without saying goodbye to me.

It has been a month since I heard the news from Mama Chicken. I thought time will heal my pain of losing you. But everytime I do something, I cannot stop thinking about you or the memories we had; teaching you how to swim, cooking together, getting lost together in Phoenix or Scottsdale

I miss you. I miss everything about you. I wish I could bring you to life so we could relive our life together.

I love you Juan . .

I have never had a friend like you before in my life. You were the only person who made me believe that best friend actually exists in this world. Your kindness, compassion, patience, and friendship have taught me a lot.

Thank you for all the lessons that you have taught me.

I will miss you every second I breath.

I love you.




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