FRIENDSHIP? Really??!!!

“Girl and boy would never be friends” I ever heard my aunt saying this sentence. . .  but that time I thought she was wrong cause I had a very best friend. A very nice boy . . .

Today I just know that may be my aunt was right . .

“Boy and girl would never be best friends”

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Your sentence today really hit me like a bomb.

You dig again the hole on my chest that you created two months ago

I thought you were my best friend

I thought you would be always there for me as a friend

I thought would catch me when i fall, as a friend

But I was wrong. .

I just wish that I never met you so i don’t have to feel this pain . .

It is really painful to see somebody that always heal your pain is the one who give you pain

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I don’t know the reason why you chose me as a friend

I also don’t know the reason why you talked to me

The only thing i kow that i chose you as my friend and talked to you like FOREVER is because you WERE DIFFERENT . . not because how you look like or any other reason

It has been few hours since you talked to me like that way with those sentences, but your death sentences still keep spinning on my head

I still cannot believe that you still don’t know me

I still cannot believe what you just told me

I know . . . from now on, I will be always REALISTIC

I just want you to know that i chose you as my friend, not for granted

Thank you for everything that you have taught me and shared with me